One day you’re going to miss the subway because it’s not going to come. One of these days, it’s going to break down and it’s not going to come around and everyone else will just wait for the next one or will take the bus, or walk, or run to the next station: they will go on with their lives. And you’re not going to be able to go on with your life! You’ll be standing there, in the subway station, staring at the tube. Why? Because you think that everything has to happen perfectly and on time and when you think it’s going to happen! Well guess what! That’s not how things happen! And you’ll be the only one who’s not going to be able to go on with life, just because your subway broke down. So you know what, you’ve got to let go, you’ve got to know that things don’t happen the way you think they’re going to happen, but that’s okay, because there’s always the bus, there’s always the next station…you can always take a cab.
I’m really upset with my friends and a little hurt. My two best friends live about a mile away from me (they don’t live together), and I ALWAYS walk over to their apartments because I don’t have a car. I really don’t mind walking, and I like being at their places. However, they basically REFUSE to ever come to mine. I just don’t think it’s fair. I don’t mind spending the majority of my time at their apartments, but every once in a while, I would like to stay home and have them come to mine. I make the effort to WALK a MILE to their apartment, however, they refuse to DRIVE to mine.
I worked a double shift today, starting at 5:30am. I got four hours of sleep last night. I asked them if we could hang out at my place tonight and one of them pulled the “sick” card. So now they’re both hanging out and I am by myself. This happened the last time I asked them to come over WEEKS ago. That’s how often I ask them to come over and they would rather hang out WITH OUT me than make the effort to come over to my place.